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“Magic” – The Finale


(The Finale)

(This is the final installment in a serial story.
To read “Magic” from the beginning, click here.)

When the group of women arrived at Sarah’s door, it was locked, as she had left it. But while Sarah fumbled for her key, Lupa reached out and turned the knob as easily as if it had been left open. They stepped inside.

“Oh, this is beautiful,” someone said. And it was. The fire was blazing and the room was warm. There were dozens of white pillar candles on the mantle, on the coffee table, on the kitchen table, and even on the kitchen counter. The room flickered in their light.

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Valentine’s Fiction

For some reason, even though I’m not a big fan of the forced romanticism of Valentine’s Day, the holiday has seemed to creep into my fiction over the years:

Underwired – A lonely woman shops for bras on Valentine’s Day and finds the perfect bra and more.

Chocolate Fondue – A Victorian fantasy about a femme top and a pot of melted chocolate.

The Pillow Fight – A random encounter leads to SF’s infamous Valentine’s Day Pillow Fight.

For slightly deeper Valentine’s Day reading, check out Something About Love, a serial story I wrote a couple of years ago as part of a Freedom To Marry event that spanned several different blogs.


Brandee’s Last Dance

Original fiction:

“Damn!”

Brandee looked up from her book at the clock duct-taped to the wall above the cracked, lipstick-smeared mirror.

“It can’t be time to do it again.”

She glanced around the empty dressing room, strewn with pizza boxes and coffee cups. Stockings hung over a pipe that ran along the wall. A rolling wardrobe rack held an odd assortment of bits of lingerie, leather, a white vinyl nurse’s uniform, a silk kimono, and a fuzzy chenille bathrobe. The space heater humming away under the counter just barely eased the chill in the air and kept condensation from forming on the whitewashed cinderblock walls. Brandee kicked off her fleece boots and slipped into the purple satin heels that sat on the floor by her chair. She pulled one knee into her chest, stretching out her leg and hip, and then the other. Then standing, she leaned into the mirror, swiped on another coat of lipgloss, and headed for the stage. Continue reading

Magic (Part 8)

(This is an installment in a serial story. To read “Magic” from the beginning, click here.)

Sarah looked at the cuffs warily. Then she carefully removed them from the box – placing them in the middle of the bed – and broke the box down. She stacked it in the back of her closet with the others.

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Magic (Part 7)

(This is an installment in a serial story. To read “Magic” from the beginning, click here.)

After breakfast, Sarah made a list of all the things her new flat needed, and headed out to see if she could find some of them. She was reluctant to move her car and lose her parking place, but she knew she couldn’t carry a nightstand and a dresser home on BART.

The heavy fog that had rolled in came as a surprise after the shafts of sunlight that had greeted her when she awoke.

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Magic (Part 6)

(This is an installment in a serial story. To read “Magic” from the beginning, click here.)

Sarah woke up to gentle paws kneading her. She opened her eyes and in the morning half-light, she saw a white fluffy cat sitting above her. Instinctively, she reached out and stroked the cat, who settled in and purred contentedly on her belly. She slipped back into sleep.

When she awoke again, the cat had crept up and was sleeping in the crook of her arm, cuddled against her chest. She flexed her fingers, playing with its fur, and when she opened her eyes, the room was bright. Sunlight streaked across her bed, and while she could feel the cat, she couldn’t see it. Continue reading

Magic (Part 5)

(This is an installment in a serial story. To read “Magic” from the beginning, click here.)

In her slumber, Sarah gradually became aware that the music had changed. It was louder and bouncier, with a rhythm that recalled an old-fashioned calliope. She slowly opened her eyes, still leaning on the overstuffed arm of the sofa, then sat upright at what she saw.

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Magic (Part 4)

(This is an installment in a serial story. To read “Magic” from the beginning, click here.)

Inside the shop it was dim, and it took a moment for Sarah’s eyes to adjust.

The space was long and narrow, and after blinking a few times, she realized the walls were hung with crimson velvet and light came from a series of mismatched crystal chandeliers scattered across the ceiling. Big and small, hung high and low, they glowed softly. The breeze from the open door caused them to sway slightly. Continue reading

Magic (Part 3)

(This is the third installment in a multi-part short story. You can read the entire series, to date, here.)

By early afternoon Sarah had unpacked her kitchen. Crumpled paper and empty boxes were spread all over the floor, but the cabinets were full. She made herself some soup for lunch, and ate it with crackers and cheese, sitting at the little table in her bay window. The fog had burned off and outside it was clear and sunny. She cracked one of the windows a little. It was still cold.

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Magic (Part 2)

(This is the second in a multi-part short story. You can read the entire series, as it develops, here.)

In the morning, the apartment was cold. Sarah thought she could see the faint puffs of her breath. Her eyes were itchy and swollen and she rubbed at her nose as she made her way to the kitchen.

“Damn, cat,” she thought. She was sure that today, in the daylight, she could find the cat and shoo it out of her apartment, if there was, in fact, a cat, and she hadn’t imagined it all.

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New Fiction: Magic (Part I)

Sarah was deep in that twilight place between wakefulness and sleep when she felt the cat jump on her bed. She felt it walk around the bed and finally curl up behind her in the small of her back. The room was cold, and she pulled the down comforter up around her ear before she suddenly awoke fully, startled awake.

“I don’t have a cat,” she thought.

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Coloring Contest Winners

Quite some time ago, I post a coloring contest in honor of this site’s 2nd birthday.

Christine Phillips of the The Erotic Lesbian Coloring Book illustrated a story from my archives, and we invited you to color it and send it in.

We got a lot of cool entries. Here are the three that we thought stood out. The drawing illustrates my short story, “Following the Thread,” which is actually pretty tame. Christine chose it when we discovered we have a mutual love of The Cowboy Junkies.

Christine’s illustration made my tame story hotter, and each of these three finalists added something more.

First Place

Big Brain Girl added tattoos and moody coloring, turning up the temperature:

WINNER MelissaStone copy

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Second Place

Elizabeth B. was the only person who colored her entry in the old school style. She earned special merit for that:

SECOND EB#2 copy.

Third Place

Tomboy Tigress added a note of realism with a brick wall:

THIRD TomboyT copy.

Thank you everybody!

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Fibonacci’s Time Has Come

This seems particularly funny to me today. Some kind soul Stumbled one of my stories, “By the Numbers,” and I ended up with tons of people visiting the blog this week. Judging by the comments, most of them were guys with geek creds. Then today, this on xkcd: a webcomic. Obviously, Fibonacci’s time has come.

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Steam

A short story

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Finally back in her hotel room, Claire kicked off her shoes and sat down at the little table. She put her feet on the edge of the bed. It had been a long day and everything ached. Her feet hurt from being pushed into business shoes all day, and her neck was cramped from sleeping on the plane. Her right hand reached up to rub it, and she rolled her head, pressing her fingers into the tight cord at the back edge of her neck.

“Levator scapulae.” The words popped into her head involuntarily as her fingers rubbed back and forth across the muscle fibers.

She looked at the pile of business cards she had dumped onto the table. Every handshake brought a card, and after her presentation at the plenary session, it seemed like she had collected hundreds.

A lavender card near the bottom of the the heap caught her eye and she pulled it out. This one had been in her pocket when she left Chicago. The logo was a triangle, and scrawled across it, words that said “Meg’s: Soak, steam, sauna. Women only since 1996.”

When she said she was heading to the conference in Santa Barbara, one of the other associate professors had flipped it onto her desk. Claire knew her colleague was also lesbian, although she tried to stay out of the personal lives of the women in her department.

“I went to graduate school in California and this old lover of mine opened a women’s bath house in Santa Barbara,” the woman said.

Claire cringed inwardly at her co-worker’s casual use of the word “lover”.

“It’s a nice place and you’ll feel comfortable,” she continued. “You look like you could use a break. Might as well make the most of this trip.”

Claire turned the card over.  “Make a reservation and tell Meg I sent you” was inked on the back.

Claire looked at the clock. It was after 8 p.m. Most of the conference crowd had headed out to dinner after the cocktail reception. She was worn out, and had come back to her room, thinking a hot bath and an early night would be just the thing. She walked into the bathroom and eyed the small, shallow tub and the vinyl shower curtain. The bathroom lights were bright enough for dissection. She flipped them off and the room became pitch black. There was nothing in between.

A moment passed as she thought about her choices, then she stalked back to the table and picked up the card. Sitting on the edge of the bed, she dialed the phone.

“Meg’s,” a voice answered.

“I’d like to make a reservation,” Claire said.

“For a tub room or a massage?’ the voice asked.

“Can I get a massage tonight?”

“No. I’m sorry. We book our last appointments at 8 p.m.”

“How about a tub room then?”

“I can do that if you get right over here,” the voice said.

“Is this Meg?” Claire asked.

There was a pause. “It is. Do we know each other?”

“No,” Claire said. “But Kat Donnelly said I should say she sent me when I made my reservation.”

There was a low chuckle. “She did, did she? How do you know Kat?”

“I work with her in Chicago. She gave me your card.”

“Well, then. Take your time. Any friend of Kat’s is a friend of mine.”

Claire threw a few things in a bag, slipped her shoes back on, shrugged into her suit jacket, and headed out the door. Always cautious, she rattled the doorknob of her hotel room three times before striding down the hall to the elevators.

As it turned out, Meg’s was just a short ride away.

The cab pulled up in front of a low building, surrounded by a cedar fence. A pair of twisted juniper bushes guarded either side of a Japanese moon gate at the entrance. A small plaque on the gate said simply “Meg’s”.

Claire passed through the gate and followed the wooden walkway. The noise of the street softened behind her, and she was aware of the gurgling of water, and crossing a small stream. She opened the door and stepped inside.

Even in the lobby, the air was warm and humid. The air smelled like cedar and other things Claire couldn’t quite identify.

The woman at the counter was helping another customer, a woman with wet hair, dressed in cozy sweat clothes.

“Oh, it was great Meg. Thank Terry again for the massage. My back feels better already.”

Claire looked down self-consciously at her black dress and jacket, and at her black pumps. Even though not very high-heeled, she felt formally conspicuous next to this relaxed patron in sweats and flip-flops.

The woman behind the counter turned toward Claire, fixing on her. “Can I help you?” she asked.

“I called a little while ago. I’m Claire from Chicago.”

“Ah. Come here then.”

The damp-haired woman passed her as she approached the counter, giving her a curious look before heading out the door.

Meg was a big woman with broad shoulders. Her dark hair was cut close to her head, with bangs that fell down over her forehead, like a schoolboy’s. She wore a tight black t-shirt and loose jeans. Claire couldn’t help but notice that her eyes were an arresting dark blue.

“So you’re Kat’s friend?”

“Co-worker. We were hired at the same time as assistant professors.”

“I see,” Meg said. “Are you in biology too?”

“Comparative anatomy,” Claire said.

“Are you and Kat…?” Meg’s voice fell away and she gave a meaningful tilt to her head.

“Oh no,” Claire said. “We don’t really socialize much, we just have offices in the same hall.”

Claire smoothed her hair behind her ears nervously.

“She used to live here,” Meg said.

“That’s what she said.”

“Did she say anything else?” Meg asked.

Claire suddenly felt like she was being called in front of the class to answer a question. She looked down at the counter.

Meg waited.

“She said you were an ex of hers.”

Again, the low chuckle she had heard on the phone.

“That’s one way of putting it. That didn’t shock you?”

“No,” said Claire. “Kat’s always upfront like that. At least more so than I am.”

“What does that mean?” Meg asked.

“Well, you know. Out. I’m not closeted, but since I’m not partnered, no one seems to give my personal life any thought. And, I guess I don’t offer them much to think about.”

Again, Meg fixed her with an appraising gaze. “I see,” she said. “Let’s get you to a tub room.”

She parted a cloth curtain printed with flying cranes. “Follow me.”

They walked down a dim hallway. The floor was covered with thick carpeting and, except for the low flute music that seemed to float on the air throughout the building, it was quiet.

Meg stopped in front of a doorway. “This is our Bay Laurel Room,” she said. “it’s my favorite.”

“It’s so quiet here,” Claire whispered.

Meg spoke in a low voice but stopped short of whispering. “We close at 9 p.m. on weeknights. You’re our last customer. Terry is finishing a massage, but you’re the last person in the spa.”

Meg pushed the door open and Claire gasped. “It’s so beautiful. I had no idea.”

The walls and floor of the room were covered in pale jade green tiles. A bubbling hot tub was built into a cedar platform, and shoji panels slid open to look over a Japanese-style garden lit by stone lanterns. Claire could see koi in the garden’s pond, just under the water’s surface.

“If it’s too cold in here, I can close the sliders,” Meg said.

“No, no. Please leave them open. The garden is so pretty and it makes me feel like I’m on an exotic vacation.”

“Aren’t you on vacation?” Meg asked.

“No. I’m just here speaking at a conference. I’m only staying tonight. I have to fly out tomorrow evening. It’s so fast, I’ll barely know I was gone.”

“Well, that’s no fun,” Meg said. “But maybe this will make it better. We’ll be around late this evening, doing some maintenance. You hang out as long as you’d like. Like I said, any friend of Kat’s is a friend of ours.”

She gave Claire a quick tour of the amenities, including how to operate the sauna. Then she opened a cabinet and removed several candles, placing them around the room.

“I only do this for special guests, after hours,” she said. “Fire marshall’s rules.”

After lighting them, she dimmed the room lights and poured Claire a cup of tea, handing it to her with a slight bow at the waist. “This is our house blend. It’s supposed to be relaxing and a little euphoric, but it’s all herbal.”

The tea smelled heavenly.

Meg walked over to the tub and bent down to check the temperature. As she reached for the thermometer, her t-shirt slipped up and the waistband of her pants slid down a little, revealing a black leather belt with studs, around her hips, under her clothes. There was no mistaking it for anything but a harness.

Claire felt her stomach flip a little.

“If you need anything, there are bell buttons around the room,” Meg said, pointing them out. “Either Terry or I will be happy to bring you more tea, towels… anything you need.”

Claire’s gaze involuntarily dropped down to the front of Meg’s jeans and the bulge there.

“Claire?”

Her eyes jumped back up to the woman’s face. Meg looked like she was stifling a smile.

“Anything else?”

“No. This is great, thanks.”

Meg slipped out of the room, closing the door softly behind her.

Claire unfastened her necklace and watch and dropped them in her jacket pocket. She hung her jacket on a hook and slipped out of her shoes, placing them on a low shelf for that purpose. She peeled off her stockings and stuffed them into one of her shoes. Then reaching behind her head, she began to unzip her sleeveless dress. The zipper suddenly stopped.

“Shit,” Claire said, struggling with it behind her back. She pulled up gently and felt it move a little, then tried again to ease the zipper down. Again, it stopped. It was caught at that awkward point where she couldn’t quite reach it over her shoulders, and couldn’t reach it with her arms behind her back. “Shit, shit,” she said.

The dress wasn’t tight, but it was cut in a hourglass shape, and the still-zipped waist wouldn’t allow her to pull the dress down over her hips, or shimmy it up over her head. She had no choice but to call for help. She reach for the bell and had a sip of tea while she waited.

Within two minutes there was a knock at the door.

“Come in,” Claire said.

Meg looked puzzled when she saw her there, still wearing the black sheath dress.

“My zipper’s stuck,” Claire said.

Meg smiled broadly. “I think I can help with that. Turn around.”

Claire turned, feeling the other woman’s presence behind her.

“Here,” Meg said. “Hold the top of the zipper closed so it lies flat.”

Claire did as she was told. She felt Meg toying with the zipper, working it up and down.

“Damn. This thing is really caught,” Meg said. “I don’t want to break it.”

“You can pull a little harder,” Claire said. “I have a different dress to wear tomorrow and if it breaks, I’ll get it repaired when I get home.”

“Okay,” Meg said. “You asked for it.”

Claire put her hand against the wall to brace herself. Meg drew the zipper up, almost to the neckline, and jerked it back down again. There was a hitch and then the zipper slid down freely, below the line of Claire’s panties. The back of the dress fell open.

“Wow,” Meg said. “That’s one hell of a tattoo. I didn’t expect that from you, professor.”

“It’s usually private,” Claire said, a little embarassed. She felt Meg’s fingertip tracing the waves on her skin, and running along the serpent on her low back.

“This is some piece of art,” Meg said. “I like this part right here.” The palm of her hand pressed against Claire’s waist, and involuntarily, Claire shuddered.

They both froze for a moment, each waiting for a signal from the other.

“Is this okay?” Meg asked, sliding her hand around Claire’s waist, under her dress, and pressing it against the skin of her belly.

“Yes,” Claire said softly. She leaned back against Meg, back against her soft t-shirt and back against the hard bulge in her jeans.

“Would you like me to unfasten your bra while I’m here?” Meg asked.

“Please.”

Meg unhooked the fasteners and took a step back and pushed the dress and the bra straps off Claire’s shoulders in one motion. The dress and her bra pooled on the floor.

“I’ll hang these up,” Meg said. “Why don’t you get into the tub?”

Self-conscious and aware of her nudity, Claire slipped into the tub while Meg’s back was turned.

Meg poured her some more tea and placed the cup near the edge of the tub.

“I’ll ask Terry to get you some more,” she said, and reached for the bell.

Almost immediately, there was a soft knock at the door.

“Come in,” Meg said.

If Terry was surprised to see Meg in the room, she didn’t let on.

“What can I do for you?”

“We could use some more tea.”

Terry was younger than Meg, and slighter in build. She was ropey, with the forearms of someone who worked with her hands all day. She was wearing a white t-shirt and khaki shorts. She gave the two of them a knowing smile.

“Sure thing.”

While she was out of the room, Meg squatted down by the edge of the tub.

“Would you mind if Terry joined us?”

“Seriously?”

“I think you’d like her. She’s great with her hands.”

Claire thought of her sterile hotel room, and of her office back in Chicago, desk covered with unread papers. She thought of the cutting wind that assaulted her on the street. She looked through the steam, out over the warm, still garden, glowing in the night.

“You said I looked like I could use a vacation, right?”

“Right,” Meg said. “I think Terry and I could take you on one.”

At that moment Terry came back into the room, carrying the teapot.

“Would you like to hang out with us for a while and wind down?” Meg asked. “You’ve been at it all day. I mean, if it’s all right with Claire.”

Terry looked at Claire, waiting for her response.

“I’m a friend of Meg’s friend Kat in Chicago.”

“Why didn’t you say so?” Terry grinned. “Is it okay if I get in the tub?”

“Please do.”

“Let me grab some more towels,” Meg said.

Terry pulled off her t-shirt, revealing a flat belly and small, compact breasts with dark nipples. She stepped out of her shorts and tossed them aside, then slid into the water across from Claire.

Meg had changed into a cotton kimono while she was out of the room. She set a huge stack of towels down on the platform. “There’s enough that we can spread them out,” she said, grinning. Claire saw her set the leather harness down on a bench near the towels. “I thought we might need this later.”

Meg untied the robe and stepped down into the tub. She reached for Claire’s foot and began to massage it.

“Oh, god, that feels good,” Claire said. She felt Terry move alongside her.

“Here, Claire. Just float on your back and I’ll massage your neck in the water,” Terry said. “Meg will have your legs and feet, so you won’t sink. I think you’ll like it.”

With Terry encouraging her, Claire fell back and floated, her breasts and belly rising into the steam. She could hear the bubbling of the jets under the water, and all other sounds were blocked out. Terry’s strong hands supported her shoulders and the back of her neck, her fingertips beginning to probe the tight muscles there. Meg’s hands held both her feet, thumbs working into the arches.

Claire moaned as the women worked with expertise on the most tense and sore parts of her body, turning her in the warm water, sometimes holding her limbs, and sometimes floating her with the lightest touch. She drifted in and out, hanging right at the edge of sleep. The two women began to rock her gently, first like waves on the seashore, and then faster, until finally they were vibrating her relaxed body back to life. Meg gently set her feet back on the floor of the tub and Terry supported her as Claire stood in the chest-deep water.

“That was amazing. I really do feel like I was away on vacation.”

“That was just the first part of the trip,” Meg said, climbing out of the tub, and beginning to spread a thick layer of towels on the deck.

Terry took Claire by the hand and led her out of the water. She wrapped her in a towel and sat down by Meg. She patted the space next to her.

“Come sit with us, Claire. The night is still so young.”

Claire could see the edge of the moon beginning to rise above the garden wall. There was the far-off flute music, and the song of a cricket in the garden. The candles flickered in the cedar-scented steam as Claire lowered herself into the waiting arms of the two women. And just like that, the work and wind of Chicago began to fall away.

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By the Numbers

fibonacci(Hello, Stumblers! Welcome to the site. Set a bookmark and drop in again! – GPG)

Fiction

Lucy was sitting on her floor, bent over her laptop which was balanced on a pile of books, when the phone rang.

First she glared at it, then she reached for it.

“Hello?”

“Luce, it’s Margaret. We’re going out to hear some music. Wrap it up for the night and come with us.”

“Nah. I’m okay here.”

“It’s Saturday night and you’re still studying. That’s not ‘okay’.”

“But I’m on to something.”

Margaret’s voice softened. “Luce, you’re always on to something. You’re going to have a lifetime full of somethings. Let’s go out and find you a somebody.”

“Geez, M.J., I’m a mess right now, and it’s already so late. Please, not tonight.”

“Jump in the shower and we’ll be there in 20 minutes to get you.”

Lucy heard her hang up the phone. She had no idea who M.J.’s “we” was, but she was sure it would be friends from one of her women’s studies work groups. Lucy was finding that the deeper she got into her research, the harder it was to connect with M.J.’s crowd of liberal arts and psych majors. Usually she just sat quietly as they threw around the names of post-feminist authors like they knew them personally, and then, at the end of the night, she split up the check and calculated their tips for them.

She pounded out a few more lines and then saved the file. She renamed it and saved it again for good measure, and then shut her laptop. Looking around the room she suddenly realized how dark it was. A reading lamp on a pole shined down on her workspace, defining the room’s only island of light. How long had she been sitting there? Three hours? Four?

The first stop was the kitchen where she flipped on the light and made herself a peanut butter and honey sandwich, grabbing a root beer out of the fridge. She ate the sandwich in the shower, carefully holding it out of the water, and setting it on the side of the tub while she washed her hair. She wrapped herself in a towel and took a long swig of the cold root beer. “Now that’s the life,” she said, raising the  bottle to her image in the foggy mirror.

She was pulling on her boot when the pounding started on her front door.

“Come on, Luce. I know you’re in there. Open up and let me in!” M.J.’s voice rose to a wail. “I want… to have… your… baby!”

Lucy bounded for the door. On the first pull, the safety chain was still hooked and the abrupt stop almost knocked her over. M.J. immediately stuck her foot in the door, just as Lucy was closing it again.

“Ow. Oh ow. Ow.”

“Well it serves you right. What are my neighbors going to think?”

M.J. shrugged. “That I want to have your incredibly brainy lesbian baby?”

“I have to live here.”

M.J. looked around the spartan room, still lit by the single lamp, and at the piles of books. “If you call this living.”

Lucy reached for her grey hoodie and tied it around her waist. “If we’re going to do this, let’s go.”

The rest of M.J.’s group was clustered around the door to Lucy’s apartment building. One of the girls was smoking and two were clutching paper cups of coffee.

“Luce, this is Rebecca, Becky, and Becca. Girls, this is my isolationist friend, Lucy.”

“Great name,” said Rebecca.

“Hey,” said Becky, blowing a smoke ring.

Unexpectedly, Becca hugged her. “I’m so glad you’re coming with us,” she said.

“Thanks,” Lucy said, looking at M.J., who just shrugged.

They took off walking down the street.

“You guys all really have the same name?” Lucy asked.

“No,” Rebecca said, patiently, as if talking to a kid. “I’m Rebecca. She’s Becky, and the perky one’s Becca.”

Becca waved.

Lucy decided not to pursue it. “Where are we going again?”

“To hear some music,” M.J. said. “A new band.”

“Where?”

“Du Nord.”

“What the band?”

“Martha and the Golden Ratio.”

“No kidding?” Lucy laughed.

“Why’s that funny?” Becca asked.

Lucy decided to ignore her.

“They’re good,” Rebecca said. “I saw them last month.”

“What kind of music?” Lucy asked, when what she really meant was “will this be really loud?”

Becky said, “They’re complicated.”

“How do you guys know M.J.?” Lucy asked.

“Through our friend Bex,” Becca said.

They walked on in silence.

Outside the club they fished around in their pockets to dig out the cover charge.

“Not tonight, ladies,” said the doorman. “Martha says everyone comes in.”

He threw out his arm as they walked forward.

“If you’re 21, that is.”

They ponied up their i.d.s.

“Show’ll start in about 15,” he said.

They found a table in the center of the room with no problem. Lucy realized the place was pretty empty. She thought about the pile of books on her floor, and wished she was still at home.

“I’ll make the first run,” Rebecca said. “Shots all around?”

There was assent. M.J. looked at Lucy questioningly. “Tequila?”

“I guess I’m in for a penny, right?”

“What?” Rebecca asked.

“She means ‘yes”,” M.J. said.

A few minutes later Rebecca clunked a shot-glass of clear liquid down in front of her.

“What’s this?” Lucy asked.

“Patron Silver,” Becca said. “Yummy.”

“Huh?”

“Tequila,” M.J. said. “Only it’s clear. It’s good.” She raised her glass. “Drink up.”

Lucy watched M.J. toss back her shot, then followed suit.

“Eh,” she gasped. “Eh, eh, eh.”

The cluster around the table laughed.

“Like it?” Becky asked.

Lucy felt the glow starting in her chest and spreading out into her arms and legs. “Yeah.”

A dark-haired woman walked out onto the club’s tiny stage.

“That’s Martha,” Rebecca whispered. “She’s so fuckin’ hot.”

Lucy peered through the gloom. The stage lights were low and it was hard to see her. As she moved near the front edge of the stage, Lucy saw a wiry woman with a long dark braid and dark bangs. She was wearing a tight black undershirt and the jeans that hung low from her hips were held in place by a western belt with a big rodeo belt buckle. As she whipped a couple of cables around the stage, the lights began to come up a little. Lucy could see the tattoos covering her sinewy arms. She walked to the microphone.

The sound system buzzed to life.

“I’m Martha,” she said. She pronounced it “Marta”. “We’ll be starting in just a minute. No roadies. We roll our own.”

“Testing,” Martha said, bending forward slightly toward microphone.

Lucy watched her, noticing how the smooth skin across her chest gleamed under the lights. She realized she was feeling a little light-headed.

“Testing,” Marta said again. “Testing zero, one, one, two, three, five, eight, thirteen, twenty-one…”

Lucy laughed.

The rest of the group looked at her questioningly.

“Are you okay?” M.J. asked, tapping her on the arm.

“Shhh,” Lucy said, her eyes focused on the stage.

Martha was looking her way, shielding her eyes from the stage lights.

“Testing, 34, 55, 89, one-forty-four…” she said. “Anyone? This is our first sing-along.”

“Two-thirty-three,” Lucy called out, surprising herself.

Martha smiled. “Three-seventy-seven,” she said.

“Six-ten,” Lucy called back.

“What the hell?” Rebecca said.

Martha focused her gaze on Lucy and Lucy felt herself grow even warmer. “Nine eighty-seven,” Martha said, her voice growing lower and huskier. The band began to wander onto stage behind her.

“Fifteen ninety-seven,” Lucy replied, her voice trailing off.

“What’s going on?” Becca asked.

“That’s sexy,” Martha said. “Stand up so I can see you..”

Lucy stood, her legs shaking a little.

“Twenty. Five. Eighty. Four.” She threw down the number like a challenge.

Lucy thought for a minute. “Forty-one eighty-one,” she said.

Martha’s voice grew sibilant and caressing, “Six-thousand, seven hundred sixty-five,” she said.

Lucy felt the room fall away. “Ten-thousand, nine hundred, and eighty six,” she replied, her voice dropping.

“What was that last part?” Martha said, as though they were standing side by side.

“Eighty-six,” Lucy said, clearly, but suddenly aware of all the eyes on her.

“You could do this all night, couldn’t you?” Martha asked. She didn’t sound like she was talking about exchanging numbers.

Lucy nodded. “I think I could,” she said slowly.

Martha picked up her guitar and slung it around her body. While she fiddled with the tuning, Lucy stood awkwardly, wondering if she should sit down. M.J. made the decision, grabbing her by the belt and yanking her down.

“What was that?” she asked.

“What?” Lucy asked, through a fog.

“That whole freakish exchange.”

“It was the Fibonacci sequence. Well, the first part anyway.”

“I don’t get it,” M.J. said.

“It’s a math thing,” Lucy said. “Every number in the sequence is equal to the sum of the previous two numbers of the sequence.”

“Whatever,” M.J. said. “But that looked a whole more intense than math.”

The bass player began a slow thumping line, vibrating the room.

“I’m dedicating this first song to the number-crunching hottie at the middle table,” Martha said. “And I’m hoping she’ll have a drink with me after the show.”

Lucy felt her face color as M.J. elbowed her in the ribs.

Martha leaned into the mike, “It’s called ‘You’re So Prime'”.

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Two More Valentine’s Day Stories

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Two more Valentine’s Day-themed stories from the Geek Porn Girl anthology:

Underwired and Chocolate Fondue

Enjoy & Happy Valentine’s Day,

GPG

Part V: Something Worth Celebrating

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Tues. through Sat. of this week I’m participating in a blog carnival, “What About Love,” that’s headquartered over at The Other Mother’s blog. Each of the days has a post assignment, and I’m weaving these together into a 5-part story. This is the fifth, and final, installment:

Part V: Something Worth Celebrating (that would be love…)

Margot answered the phone on the second ring.

“I guess patience pays off,” Jamie said.

“Is that you?” Margot asked.

“It is.”

“It’s really you?”

“It really is.”

“Well then, what are you wearing right now?”

Jamie looked down at the open leather jacket and her light blue bikini panties.

“Uh, why do you want to know?”

“I’m only kidding. I was trying to break the ice.”

“Oh.”

“You didn’t think it was funny?”

“I just didn’t want to answer.”

“Hey. What’s the matter?”

“Nothing.” Jamie sounded a little sheepish. “I’m guess I’m not dressed for that kind of phone call.”

“Now my curiosity is piqued. What are you wearing?”

“Nothing.”

“Nothing?”

“No. ‘Nothing’ as in ‘I don’t want to talk about it.'”

“Jamie, what’s going on? Do you wear something funny at home that I should know about?”

“Not usually.”

“What do you have on?”

Jamie swallowed. She hadn’t seen where this conversation would go.

“I read your letter.”

“I know, but you didn’t answer my question.”

“I was wearing your jacket when I found the letter.”

“That’s sweet.”

“I guess.”

“What do you mean ‘you guess’. Why wouldn’t it be sweet?”

Jamie took a deep breath.

“I wasn’t wearing anything else.”

There was silence on the line. Jamie waited.

Finally Margot whistled a low whistle.

“Margot?” Jamie said.

“Yeah?”

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to shock you.”

“I am a little shocked, but let me emphasize this:  it’s in a really good way.”

“Oh.” Jamie let that sink in.

“So are you still wearing my jacket?”

“I am.”

“Are you wearing anything else?”

“Panties.”

“Jamie?”

“Yes?”

“You can’t possibly know that last night, after I kissed you good night, and after I came home, showered, and got into bed, I laid awake, thinking about… okay, fantasizing about… you wearing my jacket… and not much else.”

“Wow.”

“Yeah, wow.”

“There’s some powerful magic in this jacket.”

“It seems that way.”

They fell silent again, and for a minute or so there was nothing but the ambient hiss of the phone line.

Finally, Margot spoke.

“So you read the whole letter?”

“I did.”

“Did I scare you away, just putting it all out there like that?”

Jamie laughed. “You said you were wearing your heart on your sleeve.”

“Now it’s on yours.”

“Come again?”

“Tell me what you’re thinking.”

“Well… I feel a little overwhelmed, but in a good way. I woke up feeling indescribably happy before I even realized why. I feel scared, and a little shaky. I feel like I’m bursting and I want to tell someone about it.”

“Did you?”

“Well, I called you.”

“So do you think we can make this work?”

“I don’t know, Margot, but I think we can choose to try.”

“Is it that easy?”

“With what little experience I have, I’d say it’s 50 percent effort and 50 percent luck.”

“We’ve been lucky so far, but what about attraction?”

“I’m plenty attracted to you.”

“That’s a good thing.”

There was a pause and Jamie heard Margot take a deep breath.

“It seems like maybe we should celebrate.”

Jamie giggled.

“Celebrate agreeing to give it a try?”

“Something like that… Jamie?”

“Yes?”

“Can I come over?”

“Yes.”

“Oh, good. I was hoping you’d say that.”

“Why?”

“I’m in the hall outside your door.”

Jamie heard a knock, both at her door, and in the receiver of the phone.

She looked down at her bare skin, pale against the black leather jacket, and felt a small rise of panic that made her heart speed up.

“Hang on Margot, I’ve got to get dressed.”

“Jamie. Wait. What can I do to talk you out of that?”

“Out of what?”

“Out of getting dressed.”

Jamie stood, and once again looked in the mirror.

“But all I’m wearing is your leather jacket. I can’t greet you like that.”

“Oh my god, I wish you would.”

“Ask nicely.”

Margot groaned.

“This is how it’s going to be? Okay. Please open the door… just the way you are.”

Jamie leaned again the front door. She could hear Margot through the door and in her phone.

“I’ve never done anything this crazy.”

“You mean the jacket?”

“I mean the whole thing.”

“Neither have I.”

“Really?”

“Really.”

There was a moment where Jamie could heart her own heartbeat.

“Okay. I’m hanging up now,” Jamie said.

“I guess that’s a good thing.”

Jamie put the phone down and peered though her peep hole. Margot stood in the hallway, waiting – as always – patiently. She had a big bunch of roses in one hand and bottle of champagne in the other.

Jamie turned the knob and opened the door slowly.

“You actually brought champagne. Now, tell me again, exactly what are we celebrating?”

Margot stood looking at her, rooted to the spot. Her chest rose and fell with her breath and she bit her lower lip.

“I’d say, your taste in fashion.”

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Part IV: Something Blue

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Part IV: Something Blue

When Jamie woke, the leather jacket was still there, hanging on the post at the foot of her bed like a sentinel, or a guardian angel.

She stretched luxuriously in her bed as thoughts of the evening before flooded her mind. Then she shook her head on her pillow and contemplated the unreality of it – a lovely, impromptu date with a mysterious stranger. And, as unlikely as it seemed, Jamie had to admit it was the best first date she’d ever had.

It was early. She didn’t have to look at the clock. She could tell by the the cold blue quality of the light, dark even for February. The frost edging the outside of her window was a testament to the winter chill.

“Yet,” Jamie thought. “I’m nice and warm.” And there, with the cool light cutting a path across her quilt, and the jacket standing guard, she dozed off again.

She awoke hours later to warmer light. Reaching for the clock on her bedside table, she bolted out of bed when she realized she had slept much later than usual – so late that she might have missed the opportunity to grab a Sunday paper from the rack outside her apartment building. In her cotton pajama bottoms and the t-shirt she’d worn to bed, she pushed her feet into sneakers without untying them. And, as an afterthought, she grabbed the leather jacket and slipped into it before heading out the door.

Moments later she was back with a Sunday paper, the last in the rack. “Brrr,” she said, coming in from the hallway, and immediately turned up the thermostat. A true California girl to the bone, San Francisco was the coldest place she could imagine living. Even in the summer in San Francisco, her heater was rarely idle for long.

Jamie made a pot of coffee, using her favorite French press. It only held about two good-sized cups of coffee, just enough to get her going without wiring her for sound. She flipped the switch on her stereo. The Sunday jazz show on KQED was playing Duke Ellington’s “Mood Indigo”. Then, with her steaming cup, she sat on the floor in her tiny living room and began to methodically dismantle the paper, arranging various segments into piles. Finally, she found her quarry – the Sunday crossword puzzle – and reaching for a mechanical pencil on the coffee table, she settled in.

The first clue seemed simple enough – a six-letter word that meant “marked by strong desire, especially intimate,” and she filled it in quickly, writing “erotic” and looking at the clues that dropped down from there.

Thinking about the second clue, she found herself staring at the leather jacket on her couch. She had tossed it there after coming in with the paper. Suddenly, she wanted to hold it in her hands.

She gathered the collar of the jacket to her face and inhaled deeply. It had the musky smell of leather, and other smells too. There was a clean scent, like wind, and a hint of wood smoke. There was a faint floral scent, like shampoo, and another scent, warmer and lighter, like sun-warmed skin. As Jamie held the jacket to her face, her stomach flipped a little, and a shiver ran through her body, raising goosebumps on her arms. She wasn’t cold. The heater was cooking away, and the late morning sunlight was now surprisingly warm. Instead she shivered from something else – a sudden recognition of a desire she hadn’t realized.

She carried the jacket into her bedroom and pulled her t-shirt over her head. As she watched herself in the full-length mirror, she untied her pajama bottoms and let them fall to the floor. Then she shrugged on the leather jacket, feeling the weight of it envelope her. She breathed in the scent of the sleeve. Hanging open, the roughness of the zipper lightly scratched the skin of her belly. The cool quilted lining slipped against her back and her breasts.

Taking a deep breath, she ran her hands through her sleep-mussed hair and down over the jacket, feeling the imprint of the snaps and buckles through the leather, like fingertips pressing into her skin.

Again, the shiver.

Jamie felt a blurring of the line between her skin and skin of the jacket and she looked at herself in the mirror. Admittedly, her light blue panties and the black leather jacket made a pretty sexy look. It was something daring, a way she hadn’t pictured herself before now. One hand slid inside the jacket and brushed across her nipple. The intensity of the touch surprised her, as though it wasn’t her own, and she sucked in her breath with a low sound.

With both hands, she cupped her breasts through the leather, imaging how it would be feel to be held from behind. Something crinkled under her left hand, and she reached into the chest pocked and fished out an envelope. It was sealed, and there was a heart on the front surrounding the letter “J” and a tiny question mark.

Leaning back against the wall, Jamie turned the envelope over her in hands. She slid down to the floor, knees close to her chest, and tore it open.

The paper inside was typed.

“Jamie,” the letter began. “I guess by the time you read this, I’ll know for certain if that’s your name. If it’s not, I hope you’re laughing about it right now.

I don’t know how to tell you everything I want to. I can only hope there will be time for me do so, off in some distant future of ours.

I know our paths have crossed plenty lately. We’ve smiled and said hello, in the way of strangers. And each time I’ve seen you, I’ve wanted to make a connection, always chickening out at the last minute. But something happened the night that I sat behind you at the No On 8 fundraiser and I want to tell you about it.

As I watched how touched you were by the movie about Phyllis Lyon and Del Martin’s wedding, I felt a deep place in me crack open. You see, until that time, I had only supported the idea of same-sex marriage as a political right and as a concept. I never felt it would apply to me, although I wished my gay sisters and brothers all the happiness in the world.

I’ve known I was gay since I was a kid. There was no period of discovery. I just am who I’ve always been, and I grew up with the tacit knowledge that marriage, in any traditional sense, wasn’t an institution that would ever be open to me. As a result, I’ve spent my life on a different path.

But that night, as I watched your shoulders shake in the dark, I wanted so badly to put my arms around you, to draw you in and comfort you… to share some of the joy and emotion you were feeling. Somehow, I knew right then, for the first time ever, I was ready to be a partner, a spouse. I can hardly say it – a wife. I knew the time had come to be part of something bigger than myself and, as crazy as it sounds, I knew you were one I wanted to stand by.

Believe me. I’ll understand if this makes you run screaming into the night, never to return. No one thinks it’s nuttier than I do. But this longing in me is so fresh, so new, and so foreign, I felt I had to share it to be true to myself.

That night, I gave you my handkerchief when I wanted to hand you my heart. And I kicked myself as I watched you walk out alone, again.

But then a week later, I saw you at the coffee house, and passed you on the street, and this began to feel like destiny. I knew I just had to be patient.

So now, I’m writing you this letter, not knowing when you’ll read it, but somehow knowing that you will.

Call me when you’re ready,

Margot

The letter was dated September 9. That was nearly five months ago. Jamie counted on her fingers to be sure. She held the letter against her chest, where her heart threatened to break free from her body. She knew it was crazy, the stuff of fantasies and novels, and yet somewhere deep inside it rang true.

How many times had they passed in those five months? How many times had they made eye contact, the curiosity and interest clear to both of them, only to walk away?

There was only one thing Jamie knew for certain. She knew she couldn’t walk away again, and with that realization, she put down the letter and reached for the phone.

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Part III: Something Borrowed

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Part III: Something Borrowed

“Your fingers smell like olives.”

Self-conscious, Jamie started to pull her hand away.

“Wait. I didn’t say it was a bad smell,” the woman said.

Their glasses of wine were two-thirds finished, and still Jamie continued to run her finger aroud the suede heart on the woman’s sleeve, outlining it over and over. They leaned into each other like old lovers.

Jamie hadn’t see this coming. She felt a little disoriented, like she was looking at another version of herself through a wall of water. One minute she was a single woman, caught in the retail spin cycle of Valentine’s Day, the next she was cuddled up in a wine bar with a lovely woman who seemed to have appeared out of nowhere. A woman, Jamie realized, whose name she didn’t know.

“What’s your name?” Jamie asked softly, a little dreamily even.

The bartender stopped in front of them. “Would you like more wine, or can I bring your check?”

“The check, please,” the woman said. She turned to Jamie. “I’m sorry, Jamie. What were you saying?”

“It wasn’t important,” she said. How did this woman know her name? Had they exchanged names and she had been so tilted off center that she didn’t remember it? How long had they been sitting here anyway?

“I’m hoping you’ll have dinner with me,” the woman said.

“I’d like that,” Jamie responded. “When?”

“Now, of course.”

The woman took her by the arm and steered her out of the Wine Club. Again, Jamie had that light-headed, surreal feeling. Was this how Alice felt through the looking glass, she wondered?

“That’s the effect of living backwards… it always makes one a little giddy at first.”

They were standing on the sidewalk outside the bar. The fog had rolled in. The woman looked at her with a quizzical expression. Jamie suddenly realized that she had spoken out loud.

“Are you living backwards?” the woman asked, not unkindly.

“I don’t know,” Jamie said. “Maybe.”

“Are you giddy?” the woman asked.

“I think so,” Jamie said. “Definitely.”

“So that’s why you’re quoting Lewis Carroll?”

“I suppose it is.”

Sometime during this conversation they had begun walking and Jamie shivered in the night air. The lights at the bookstore were still open, and she could see Thing One helping a customer at the register while Thing Two reshelved books from the day’s flurry.

“How about that little bistro up the block?” the woman asked.

Jamie mumbled something in assent.

When she crossed her arms against the cold, the woman slipped out of her jacket and swung it over Jamie’s shoulders. It was warm and heavy. Jamie found the weight of it surprising. It fell from her shoulders like a cloak, or chain mail. The was a magical quality to it, something unexpected…

“Hey, we’re here.” The woman grabbed Jamie’s arm, as in her reverie, she walked right past the restaurant. “Unless you’re planning to leave now.”

“I couldn’t possibly.”

They took a seat in the back of the tiny restaurant and waited for menus.

“This is turning out to be a lovely Valentine’s Day,” the woman said.

Jamie nodded in agreement. “It is.”

“I hope I’m not being too forward. It’s just that I’ve wanted to meet you ever since the second or third time we ran into each other. It was at the No On 8 fundraiser. The one where they showed the movie about the two women who were the first to marry in San Francisco’s City Hall.”

“I bawled all the way through it,” Jamie said.

“I know you did. I was sitting right behind you.”

Jamie put her face in her hands. “Oh,that’s so embarrassing. I’m just sentimental. I cry at card tricks.”

“At least you cried softly. I gave you my handkerchief.”

“That was you? I mean, the handkerchief is yours?” Jamie said in surprise. “I couldn’t remember where it came from. One moment it was just there. Like you were this morning, with my coffee. How did you know I like it with cream and two sugars?”

“It was a lucky guess,” the woman said. Then she rolled her eyes a little. “Well, okay. I asked the girl who works there.”

“And, how come you keep calling me ‘Jamie’?” Jamie asked, her nerve rising.

The woman blushed deeply. “Oh, god. That’s not your name and I’ve been calling you that all night? I could die.”

“No. No, it’s my name, but I never introduced myself to you, did I?”

“You didn’t. But it’s embroidered on your jacket.”

Sheepishly, Jamie looked down at the red warm-up jacket she had worn every day for a decade.

“I guess it is,” she said.

“I’m glad it’s really your name.”

“And yours is…”

“Margot.”

“So now you’re not a mystery.”

“I guess I’m not.”

Their conversation dissolved into an exchange of questions – the stuff of first dates. Jamie began to feel her feet land back on the ground and oxygen once again filled the atmosphere.

They shared a piece of chocolate lava cake and then Margot walked her the nine remaining blocks to her building. As Jamie turned to unlock the door, she moved to shed the leather jacket that was still wrapped around her.

Margo stilled her by placing her hands on her shoulders. “No. Hang on to it,”

“But you wear it everywhere,” Jamie said.

“The change will be good for me.” Margot kissed her lightly on the lips. “I like to think of you, wearing my heart on your sleeve for a change. Happy Valentine’s Day.”

“Happy Valentine’s Day,” Jamie said. “I think this one was the best ever.”

“No, yet,” Margot said. “This one was the best yet.”

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Part II: Something New

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Tues. through Sat. of this week I’m participating in a blog carnival, “What About Love,” that’s headquartered over at The Other Mother‘s blog. Each of the days has a post assignment, and I’m weaving those together into a 5-part story. This is the second installment:

Part II: Something New

“What do you have that’s new?” the man asked.

“For you?” Jamie asked.

“For my wife,” he said.

“A gift?” She was sure she already knew the answer.

He looked around the bookstore, aisles filled with milling shoppers.

“Like the others,” he said with resignation. “Valentine’s Day.”

Despite the long line at the counter, Jamie took pity on him. She walked around the counter and led him away from the line.

“What does she like?” she asked.

The man looked confused.

“Your wife,” Jamie prompted.

“She likes whatever’s new,” he said.

“Novels?” she asked.

“Never,” he said.

“Politics?”

“Just the big gala fundraisers.”

“Gardening?”

“Too messy.”

“Cooking?” she asked.

“Restaurants,” he said.

“Well, there’s always the 2009 Zagat Guide.”

He shrugged.

“I know,” she said. “What about this?” She handed him a heavy book with glossy pictures and descriptions of the world’s top hotels.

“She’ll love it,” he said.

“You could tuck tickets to somewhere inside,” she said, winking. Jamie sensed he could afford it.

“She won’t go,” he said. “She wants something new.”

The man started to cry. First his chin shook, and he sort of mashed his lips together, like he was trying to hold it in. Then big crocodile tears began to roll down his cheeks. Jamie took the book from his hands and sat it on a nearby display table, where a shopper immediately began paging through it.

“Here,” she said. “Let me get you a tissue.”

She ducked behind the counter and came back with a box. He blew his nose loudly.

“I’m so sorry,” he said. “I just hate Valentine’s Day.”

Jamie leaned closer to him. “I think everyone secretly does.”

“I’ll take the hotel book,” he said, standing up as though steeling himself.

“And maybe I’ll try the tickets, too. All she can say is ‘no’… again.”

Jamie found another copy of the book and wrapped his gift and wished him well.

The clock was approaching the vertical line that meant six o’clock.

She turned to the other two clerks. One male, and one female, they were both black-haired and goth, almost indistinguishable from each other. Even their dark green fingernails matched.

They were good clerks who really knew their books, but she couldn’t helping thinking of them as “Thing One and Thing Two”.

“I’m going to call it a day. You two will be fine here on your own. Everyone’s going home to dinner.”

“Only the real desperadoes will be shopping now,” the girl clerk said.

The boy clerk grinned. “That last guy did you in, huh? I saw him losing his shit.”

Jamie sighed. “I’ll take the Christmas shoppers over Valentine’s shoppers any day,” she said. “All of this forced normative heterosexual relationship madness just wrings me out.”

“Cynic,” the boy clerk said.

“Lesbian,” the girl clerk said, although partly in awe.

“You betcha,” Jamie said to the two of them. “If you need me, I’ll be at the Wine Club across the street, licking my psychic wounds.”

The Wine Club was quiet and dim. Brazilian jazz played softly from artfully placed speakers. She looked down the long bar, a single slice of wood from a single tree, polished to a high gloss, yet retaining its rough-hewn edge. At the end was a now-familiar figure.

She sat down next to the woman in the black leather jacket.

“Fancy meeting you here.”

“It seems we meet all over,” the woman said.

“I know. I see your jacket everywhere I go, in every crowd. Do you always wear it?”

“For 20 years now.” She smiled, “I’m a creature of habit. What about yours?” She gestured to Jamie’s red warm-up jacket.

“I take it off for formal occasions,” Jamie joked.

She ordered a glass of wine and some olives.

“I’m recovering from Valentine’s Day,” she said. “It’s retail hell.”

“You can lean on me,” the woman said, offering her shoulder.

Jamie looked at her shoulder, actually thinking about it, and then noticed a small red patch on the sleeve. It was a red suede heart, about the size of quarter, sewn to her jacket.

“Has this always been there?” Jamie asked.

The woman shook her head. “I just had it done today.”

“Is it covering a hole?”

“Only in the metaphysical sense.”

“So what made you do it?” Jamie asked. Involuntarily, she began to trace the outline of the heart with her fingers, feeling the seam where the smooth leather met the velvety suede.

“I decided it was time to start wearing my heart on my sleeve,” the woman said, and she leaned down and kissed Jamie’s fingers.

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